I AM NOT NOTHING What I am? If I am not owner nor of my life, pr nothing, nor to act freely, always he was thus, had annulled mine life so that I lived of the others, this is life? If I make, nobody I agree, if I hajo nobody look at that I am certain. What it is to live? I do not know what he is this, I I only know what he is to obey, the life allhe has been thus, this is just? Not aguento I more I need to know what he is to live, I confess, am tired of living, I I confess I am tired of living the life of the others and living as the others want that alive I, more until when I go to support. Necessary to speak with somebody, I need a shoulder friend, minewill and to cry out aid. Andrew Adamson may also support this cause. But I cannot, I have that to implodir, any day I blow up I thereI want to see who sees goes to join the cacos, nobody together, because anger not to serve pr more it swims. I try to deceive myself, to dissimulate that he is everythingwell, more he is very difficult, I do not know what to make. EWALD KOCH .